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Still life aka dead garden

"Still life", I didn't think that's what it was called in English. In Spanish we say "dead nature": naturaleza muerta.

I have been making this arrangements with some people on my mind. I want them to be gifts, but I kind of accumulate stuff (thoughts, projects and else), so... at the beginning there were like 2 roses, now I have a dead garden and zero arrangements.

I like it, but I'm worried about the sour smell that sometimes comes from it...



Yo, sencillamente he decidido no desgastarme tanto en arreglarme a diario. Tal vez he fallado en ese aspecto toda mi vida y por eso me mantengo despeinada y ojerosa, pero, pese a que ha habido veces en que me he quejado por no ser lo suficientemente atractiva, esos pensamientos siempre van acompañados de un: "¡ah, qué más da!".

No hay remedio; y es que utilizar ese tiempo en otras cuestiones me satisface más. Tampoco pienso arreglarme de más (al menos más de lo que lo hago) por otros y, especialmente, por hombres que en diez minutos están listos para la calle.
"Es que una no se arregla para los hombres u otros, lo hace es para sí misma". Está bien, y en ese caso a mi persona le encanta verme feliz, sin adornos y al muy de moda: natural.

Pages in color!

I didn't thought I would be so happy after I had Tokyo Ghoul:re's first volume in my hands.

Just beautiful! And there were some pages in color, I couldn't believe it.

I need to save a lot for 2017.
I bought 8 mangas this year and I want to complete at least one series.

So, this is how it goes:
-Doukyuusei: 1/3.
-Tokyo Ghoul: 7/14.
-Tokyo Ghoul:re: 1/on going.
-Saezuru Tori wa Habatakanai: 0.5/on going.

The other series I would like to buy are:
-Noragami: on going.
-Shingeki no Kyojin: on going.
-Sorano to Hara: 1.
-One-punch man: on going.

Those are physical books.
I need to think about the digital versions that I want. They might be English versions, because I don't know of a Spanish publisher that manages that kind of format.

Mmm... money...



Lulo and blackberry, some acid fruits I really enjoy drinking.
Although I prefer the passion fruit over the lulo, but I don't have a photo of it...



(They were frozen).


"Set my heart on fire"

Someone started singing History Maker and I'm sure it is going to be in my mind till I go to sleep...

This picture was recently taken at a relative's wedding.

I was going to write something about the past but decided to post a photo.
I think it was a better choice. Ha!


Nice saying

"You're dumping a nice guy. So you'd better become even happier than ever, or I won't forgive you" (Peach Girl).
Well said, Toji!


Photo time!

I haven't post photos in a while so here they are!

Sky like marshmallow:

A city I'm not so fond of, but still nice:

I just love small places. :)


No es

No es como si quisiera acrecentar mis problemas y tormentos.

Sé que lo que me sucede son nimiedades, que en el mundo, que a la vuelta de la esquina las vidas son constantemente afectadas por cosas realmente graves... pero lo que me aqueja es lo que me aqueja.

Sé que yo misma puedo controlarlo, sin embargo, hay veces no es del todo así.

Los problemas de salud que he tenido pueden parecer superficiales, pueden no ser tan problemáticos... no tan grande para otros, pero lo son para mí, porque me están mostrando que algo no está bien con mi cuerpo. Antes no era así entonces ¿por qué ahora?

Mi cuerpo me dijo que estaba mal, que habían cosas que no estaban bien.
Así que no es como si me estuviera inventando todo...

Ask me please!

1.Kissed a girl? No.
2.Kissed a boy? Yes.
3.Had sex in public? No.
4.What’s your religion? Catholicism. It's my family religion so I sometimes practice it, I prefer to believe in energy, I guess.
5.What does your URL mean? A nickname I created a long time ago, and that I decided to use with my hobbies. More like an alternate (truthful) ego.
6.Reason you joined tumblr? Manga. I followed someone who was translating it, then I found out other stuff (BL).
7.Do you have any nicknames? Yes. My family usually calls me baby because I'm the youngest. Also cheeks.
8.Do you like bubble bath? I don't have baths, I don't have a bathtub.
9.Kissed in the rain? No...
10.Dyed your hair? Yes, highlights when I was a kid, then colouring shampoo (twice).
11.Soup or salad? Soup.
12.Vegetable or meat? Meat.
13.Go out drinking? Meh...
14.Smoke cigarettes? No.
15.Smoke weed? Once.
16.Do any hard drugs? No, don't wanna, only my medicine.
17.Have you had sex today? No...
18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms? Yes, several times, mostly family.
19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted? Excellent. I love my mom <3
20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes? Yes, but it's more like "you have big eyes".
21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Yes, when I played video games.
22.Tried to commit suicide? No.
23.The last time you felt broken? Now...
24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Yes, now not so much, but I don't want to worry my family and friends, although they can't do much for me.
25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend? No, I don't have a boyfriend. I might have a girlfriend, but I don't think we are serious or that she even remember... It was like a promise to love each other, but not a couple relationship.
26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair? I have long hair. My hair is a weird being, having it short gives it too much freedom...
27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl? Their eyes and face. I'm actually trying to remember their faces and names... If not, I would be too ashamed.
28.Do you sing in the shower? Rarely, but I have had.
29.Do you dance in the car? I dance everywhere, so yes.
30.Where were you yesterday? I was in my home.
31.Ever used a bow and arrow? No, but I want to.
32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Two months ago, it was a photo for my passport. And the one which isn't related to an ID was two years ago in a New Year party.
33.Do you think musicals are cheesy? Not so much as I used to.
34.Is Christmas stressful? No, Chistmas is yummy. :P I might stress a bit while getting the gifts.
35.Favorite type of fruit pie? I don't eat pie, it's not usual here. I would choose lemon or a sort of berry.
36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Dancer and biology teacher.
37.Do you believe in ghosts? There are some happenings that can't be explained now, spirits and supernatural stuff that hasn't affected me, but I know people who have felt weird sh*t.
38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yes, it had something to do with a recurrent dream I have had. It wasn't something transcendental.
39.Take a vitamin daily? Yes, I had health problems, so I'm now taking some medicine and vitamins so my hair and nails stay strong.
40.Wear slippers? Yes, my mom always tell me to do so.
41.Wear a bath robe? I had when I shared a house with strangers.
42.What do you wear to bed? Pijamas.
43.Do you want to get married? Don't know. At this moment: no. I'm considering to be single, but who knows, it's not something that makes me restless. I just go with the flow...
44.Can you curl your tongue? Yes, I can :P

Relationship preference:
45.How many relationships have you had? One. It was a long relationship. And, as I said, I'm thinking of staying single forever and ever.
46.How can I win your heart? It's closed by now. I don't want it to be won.
47.what makes a great relationship? Respect, honesty, communication, consideration, reciprocity. Staying true to yourself.
48.Shy OR open? Sometimes shy, sometimes open.
50.Religious OR non-religious? Non-religious.
51.Caring OR non-restricting of you? Caring. I was non-restricting when I was younger, but now I have more fears and have more selfesteem.
52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge? Non-straight edge, but I don't use drugs or smoke. And I don't enjoy drinking.
53.Piercings OR no piercings? Piercings!
54.Tattoos OR no tattoos? Tattoos, but I don't think I would have one.
55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type? Stay at home, reading, sleeping, eating... :)


I bought the 7th volume of Tokyo Ghoul in an event for hobbies and fantasy: video games, sci-fi, anime, manga, comic, art, cosplay, etc.

Now, I have seven!

The event was awesome. I really want to go next year.
I hope next time I can wear a costume or some accessories (mask?).